Girls

I discovered today that with the exception of my family, all the girls in my life are bad for me. Some lie, some cheat, some don't even realize i exsist. Had one stand me up at a coffee shop today, and another decide she's going to do coke. Every week i find another girl, a beautiful girl who thinks she's unnatractive, and for the life of me i can't do anythign about it, but 1 million times and counting hasn't stopped me from trying. Another one decided she's going to start sleeping around, and i have several who i'd like to talk to that refuse to have a conversation with me. The one girl who's better than all of it lives several hours away and is probably the only one who will read this if any. But all of them are tearing me up, from the liars, to the one's who need to stop with all their shit, to the ones who just don't seem to get how much i fuckin try. I'm not petty, but being there for somebody for years isn't easy, i'm willing to do it nonetheless, but not if your just going to ignore it and treat me like shit. And yet, everyday i look among these women who will undoubtably be the death of me, and look for just one that will give me the time of day...